yep--so i was reading through jackie's journal--jackie who made a comment about how misunderstood the dash is--

i have no problem with dashes WHATSOEVER--!!  

and she had a thing in there about being 20% weird so i decided to discover my weirdness percentage (which was 30%) and found a whole bunch more of these lil quizzes--so i took em--not like stole them, but completed them, so here's one of the results for one of the many quizzes you may complete...

Your Power Color Is Teal

At Your Highest: You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future. At Your Lowest: You feel in a slump and lack creativity. In Love: You tend to be many people's ideal partner. How You're Attractive: You make people feel confident and accepted. Your Eternal Question: "What Impression Am I Giving?"

Currently Listening In This Skin [Collector's Edition] By Jessica Simpson see related

Does everyone know yet...

that I'm going on vacation!!

I know that I just went to South Carolina about 4 months ago, but for some reason I feel like it was longer between this one now than the space between that one and the one before (which was a year)...

and im quite sure that statement made no sense to anyone other than me, but what else is new??

possibly, when i get back from vacation, i will care, but right now i don't at all...

could be unfortunate, or not, who knows

and thus, as you can see, i need to get away...

the past 4 months have been tough and trying at work, and i know ya'll think that retail and working in a clothing store--what could really be hard about that...    

and that my friend, is just one of the reasons that i don't care whether you understand or not, because you don't understand me and i think im finally getting tired of trying to make people understand, because unless they really want to (and for the most part, people don't) they won't understand...

oh well, so goes life i suppose...

anyway, im off, lots of things justin and i have to do before we go...

tata

so one of my girls--the girls i work with--because in my life i've found that when you're in a position of leadership, you begin to consider those you lead as yours...

anyway, so one of my girls asks me tonight if she could tell me something that had happened to her while working about 20 minutes earlier and i was like--yeah, go ahead

***and she begins to tell me about this guy who was in the store with his wife--the guy was waiting outside the fitting rooms--where my girl was assigned to be at that point in time--and as she walks by this guy he grabbed her butt...

and i look at her as she is telling me this, and i'm sure my jaw was offset because she continues by telling me that she didn't know what to do--and i'm like--you should have yelled for me right then, at that moment, in front of everyone--and she proceeds to tell me that it gets worse because he then asked her if he could tuck in his shirt--and she was like, yeah, okay--and he asked for a fitting room and she informed him that as it is a women's clothing store, she was fairly certain that she couldn't allow that--but he let her know that she could go in with him...

does that make anyone else's blood boil??  i was so mad--im still mad b/c that guy is out there, walking around and this girl, who is such a sweet girl, had to put up with that at all...

and im sad b/c she didn't know what to do in the situation--b/c he totally took advantage of the fact that she was at work and he was a customer and that damn--the customer is always right rule...  b/c she is that innocent and naive... 

like i said, you begin to feel like they're yours, and with that your responsibility and when i find out who that guy is (because i'm sure he'll be back--he got away with it this time) it won't be a pretty time for him b/c he will know what kind of person he is before he leaves the store...

to anyone who doesn't know any better:  when someone touches you or speaks to you in a way that is both unwelcome and inappropriate--it is harassment and that is against the law, whether you are at work or not...

Currently Playing Inside Your Heaven / Independence Day By Carrie Underwood see related

- actually the cd isn't out yet, but i made my own so...

hmmm...

well, i don't really have anything to say... oh wait--whatever--i ALWAYS have something to say, but i guess the thing is i don't really feel like sitting here and typing it--there, now that's the whole truth...

that and i think coffee is calling...

that AND i'm on my way to see justin...

okay--you got me--there it is!!!!!

*shakes head*

couldn't lie if i wanted too...

but why would i want to lie about this 

Currently Playing Beautiful Soul By Jesse McCartney see related

- Beautiful Soul

so...

journaling has tapered off...

and i really only have one reason--and a disgusting one at that--not that the person is...--just that the whole "losing the time to do things i normally do b/c of someone" idea can sometimes be disgusting--in a weird way...

right--im sure ya'll got that...

so...

i met a guy--which some of you might know--some of you have met him and more of you will b/c this one actually comes out of his house...

its amazing--and shocking--and really weird b/c honestly, im not used to that...

im also not used to him calling all the time, sending me roses at work for absolutely no reason, and actually acting interested in me and what makes me happy...

and if you think im bragging--then you would be correct--b/c i think i actually found an awesome guy--

i mean, don't get me wrong, he's got all the time in the world to screw up--but i guess i do too so we'll just see what happens, but for now i'm happy--

not that i wasn't happy before--but just happy in a different way...

and i think that's a good thing